断背山 | I wish I knew how to quit you

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如果我知道如何忘记你，该有多好

Jack Twist:

I’ll tell you what

我来告诉你为什么

we could have a good life together!

我们本来可以相伴度过美好的一生

Fucking real good life!

真正的美好生活

Had us a place of our own！

有个属于我们自己的地方

But you didn't want it, Ennis!

是你并不想那样，恩尼斯!

So what we got now is Brokeback Mountain!

所以我们只剩下断背山

Everything's built on that!

一切都起源于断背山

That's all we got, boy, fucking all.

而那却是我们的一切，仅有的一切

So I hope you know that, even if you don't never know the rest!

如果你不知道别的，至少应该清楚这一点

God damn it. You count the damn few times…

妈的 你算一下我们在一起几次

that we have been together in nearly twenty years

但是我们已经认识将近20年了

and you measure the short fucking leash you keep me on

你自己看看你栓的我多苦

and then you ask me ut Mexico and tell me you'll kill me for needingsomething I don't hardly never get.

然而你竟然说要杀了我，就因为我到墨西哥寻找从你身上得不到的安慰

You have no idea how bad it gets!

你根本就不知道那有多痛苦

I'm not you... I can't make it on a couple high-altitude fucks once or twice a year!

我不是你…不能只靠那一两次相聚支撑一年

You are too much for me Ennis.

恩尼斯，你对我来说太重要了

you son of a whoreson bitch!

你这个狗娘养的

I wish I knew how to quit you!

真希望我能知道怎样离开你

Ennis: [crying]

Then why don't you?

那你为什么不走呢

Why don't you just let me be, uhn ?

为什么不放过我?

It's because of you, Jack, that I'm like this!

都是因为你，我才会变成这样的

 I am nothing... I am nowhere...

什么都不是…哪都去不了…