我愿意等你,但是你永远会让我输,但是,我还想在等等你用英语怎么写？

让我输，是什么意思，这个中文在不同的情况下有不同的意思，对应的英语也不一样，这里看上去更像是，会让你的感情得不到回应？
im willing to wait for you even knowing you'll always turn it down, but i still decided to give it another shot.

I am willing to wait for you. Although I know it will be a loss, I don't mind.