手斧男孩英文版 Hatchet chapter 2

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FOR A TIME that he could not understand Brian could do nothing. Even after his mind began working and
he could see what had happened he could do nothing. It was as if his hands and arms were lead.
Then he looked for ways for it not to have happened. Be asleep, his mind screamed at the pilot.
Just be asleep and your eyes will open now and your hands will take the controls and your feet will
move to the pedals—but it did not happen.
The pilot did not move except that his head rolled on a neck impossibly loose as the plane hit a small
bit of turbulence.
The plane.
Somehow the plane was still flying. Seconds had passed, nearly a minute, and the plane flew on as if
nothing had happened and he had to do something, had to do something but did not know what.
Help.
He had to help.
He stretched one hand toward the pilot, saw that his fingers were trembling, and touched the pilot
on the chest. He did not know what to do. He knew there were procedures, that you could do mouthto-
mouth on victims of heart attacks and push their chests—C.P.R.—but he did not know how to do it
and in any case could not do it with the pilot, who was sitting up in the seat and still strapped in with
his seatbelt. So he touched the pilot with the tips of his fingers, touched him on the chest and could
feel nothing, no heartbeat, no rise and fall of breathing. Which meant that the pilot was almost certainly
dead.
"Please," Brian said. But did not know what or who to ask. "Please. . . "
The plane lurched again, hit more turbulence, and Brian felt the nose drop. It did not dive, but the
nose went down slightly and the down-angle increased the speed, and he knew that at this angle, this
slight angle down, he would ultimately fly into the trees. He could see them ahead on the horizon
where before he could see only sky.
He had to fly it somehow. Had to fly the plane. He had to help himself. The pilot was gone, beyond
anything he could do. He had to try and fly the plane.
He turned back in the seat, feeing the front, and put his hands—still trembling—on the control
wheel, his feet gently on the rudder pedals. You pulled back on the stick to raise the plane, he knew
that from reading. You always pulled back on the wheel. He gave it a tug and it slid back toward him
easily. Too easily. The plane, with the increased speed from the tilt down, swooped eagerly up and
drove Brian's stomach down. He pushed the wheel back in, went too far this time, and the plane's nose
went below the horizon and the engine speed increased with the shallow dive.
Too much.
He pulled back again, more gently this time, and the nose floated up again, too far but not as violently
as before, then down a bit too much, and up again, very easily, and the front of the engine cowling
settled. When he had it aimed at the horizon and it seemed to be steady, he held the wheel where it
was, let out his breath—which he had been holding all this time—and tried to think what to do next.
It was a clear, blue-sky day with fluffy bits of clouds here and there and he looked out the window
for a moment, hoping to see something, a town or village, but there was nothing. Just the green of the
trees, endless green, and lakes scattered more and more thickly as the plane flew—where?
He was flying but did not know where, had no idea where he was going. He looked at the dashboard
of the plane, studied the dials and hoped to get some help, hoped to find a compass, but it was
all so confusing, a jumble of numbers and lights. One lighted display in the top center of the dashboard
said the number 342, another next to it said 22. Down beneath that were dials with lines that
seemed to indicate what the wings were doing, tipping or moving, and one dial with a needle pointing to
the number 70, which he thought—only thought—might be the altimeter. The device that told him
his height above the ground. Or above sea level. Somewhere he had read something about altimeters
but he couldn't remember what, or where, or anything about them.
Slightly to the left and below the altimeter he saw a small rectangular panel with a lighted dial and two
knobs. His eyes had passed over it two or three times before he saw what was written in tiny letters
on top of the panel. TRANSMITTER 221, was stamped in the metal and it hit him, finally, that this was the
radio.
The radio. Of course. He had to use the radio. When the pilot had—had been hit that way (he
couldn't bring himself to say that the pilot was dead, couldn't think it), he had been trying to use the
radio.
Brian looked to the pilot. The headset was still on his head, turned sideways a bit from his jamming
back into the seat, and the microphone switch was clipped into his belt.
Brian had to get the headset from the pilot. Had to reach over and get the headset from the pilot or
he would not be able to use the radio to call for help. He had to reach over...
His hands began trembling again. He did not want to touch the pilot, did not want to reach for him.
But he had to. Had to get the radio. He lifted his hands from the wheel, just slightly, and held them
waiting to see what would happen. The plane flew on normally, smoothly.
All right, he thought. Now. Now to do this thing. He turned and reached for the headset, slid it from
the pilot's head, one eye on the plane, waiting for it to dive. The headset came easily, but the microphone
switch at the pilot's belt was jammed in and he had to pull to get it loose. When he pulled, his
elbow bumped the wheel and pushed it in and the plane started down in a shallow dive. Brian grabbed
the wheel and pulled it back, too hard again, and the plane went through another series of stomachwrenching
swoops up and down before he could get it under control.
When things had settled again he pulled at the mike cord once more and at last jerked the cord
free. It took him another second or two to place the headset on his own head and position the small
microphone tube in front of his mouth. He had seen the pilot use it, had seen him depress the switch at
his belt, so Brian pushed the switch in and blew into the mike.
He heard the sound of his breath in the headset. "Hello! Is there anybody listening on this? Hello..."
He repeated it two or three times and then waited but heard nothing except his own breathing.
Panic came then. He had been afraid, had been stopped with the terror of what was happening, but
now panic came and he began to scream into the microphone, scream over and over.
"Help! Somebody help me! I'm in this plane and don't know... don't know... don't know..."
And he started crying with the screams, crying and slamming his hands against the wheel of the
plane, causing it to jerk down, then back up. But again, he heard nothing but the sound of his own
sobs in die microphone, his own screams mocking him, coming back into his ears.
The microphone. Awareness cut into him. He had used a CB radio in his uncle's pickup once. You had to
turn the mike switch off to hear anybody else. He reached to his belt and released die switch.
For a second all he heard was the whusssh of the empty air waves. Then, through the noise and
static he heard a voice.
"Whoever is calling on this radio net, I repeat, release your mike switch—you are covering me.
You are covering me. Over."
It stopped and Brian hit his mike switch. "I hear you! I hear you. This is me...!" He released the
switch.
"Roger. I have you now." The voice was very faint and breaking up. "Please state your difficulty and
location. And say over to signal end of transmission. Over."
Please state my difficulty, Brian thought. God. My difficulty. "I am in a plane with a pilot who is—who
has had a heart attack or something. He is—he can't fly. And I don't know how to fly. Help me. Help..."
He turned his mike off without ending transmission properly.
There was a moment's hesitation before the answer. 'Tour signal is breaking up and I lost most of it.
Understand... pilot... you can't fly. Correct? Over."
Brian could barely hear him now, heard mostly noise and static. "That's right. I can't fly. The plane
is flying now but I don't know how much longer. Over."
"... lost signal. Your location please. Flight number ... location... ver."
"I don't know my flight number or location. I don't know anything. I told you that, over."
He waited now, waited but there was nothing. Once, for a second, he thought he heard a break in
the noise, some part of a word, but it could have been static. Two, three minutes, ten minutes, the
plane roared and Brian listened but heard no one. Then he hit the switch again.
"I do not know the flight number. My name is Brian Robeson and we left Hampton, New York
headed for the Canadian oil fields to visit my father and I do not know how to fly an airplane and the
pilot..."
He let go of the mike. His voice was starting to rattle and he felt as if he might start screaming at
any second. He took a deep breath. "If there is anybody listening who can help me fly a plane,
please answer."
Again he released the mike but heard nothing but the hissing of noise in the headset. After half an
hour of listening and repeating the cry for help he tore the headset off in frustration and threw it to
the floor. II all seemed so hopeless. Even if he did get somebody, what could anybody do? Tell him to
be careful?
All so hopeless.
He tried to figure out the dials again. He thought he might know which was speed—it was a
lighted number that read 160—but he didn't know if that was actual miles an hour, or kilometers, Or
if it just meant how fast the plane was moving through the air and not over the ground. He knew
airspeed was different from groundspeed but not by how much.
Parts of books he'd read about flying came to him. How wings worked, how the propeller pulled the
plane through the sky. Simple things that wouldn't help him now.
Nothing could help him now.
An hour passed. He picked up the headset and tried again—it was, he knew, in the end all he had—
but there was no answer. He felt like a prisoner, kept in a small cell that was hurtling through the sky
at what he thought to be 160 miles an hour, headed—he didn't know where—just headed somewhere
until...
There it was. Until what? Until he ran out of fuel. When the plane ran out of fuel it would go down.
Period.
Or he could pull the throttle out and make it go down now. He had seen the pilot push the throttle
in to increase speed. If he pulled the throttle back out, the engine would slow down and the
plane would go down.
Those were his choices. He could wait for the plane to run out of gas and fall or he could push
the throttle in and make it happen sooner. If he waited for the plane to run out of fuel he would go
farther—but he did not know which way he was moving. When the pilot had jerked he had moved
the plane, but Brian could not remember how much or if it had come back to its original course. Since
he did not know the original course anyway and could only guess at which display might be the
compass—the one reading 342—he did not know where he had been or where he was going, so it
didn't make much difference if he went down now or waited.
Everything in him rebelled against stopping the engine and falling now. He had a vague feeling that
he was wrong to keep heading as the plane was heading, a feeling that he might be going off in the
wrong direction, but he could not bring himself to stop the engine and fall. Now he was safe, or safer
than if he went down—the plane was flying, he was still breathing. When the engine stopped he would
go down.
So he left the plane running, holding altitude, and kept trying the radio. He worked out a system.
Every ten minutes by the small clock built into the dashboard he tried the radio with a simple
message: "I need help. Is there anybody listening to me?"
In the times between transmissions he tried to prepare himself for what he knew was coming.
When he ran out of fuel the plane would start down. He guessed that without the propeller pulling he
would have to push the nose down to keep the plane flying—he thought he may have read that
somewhere, or it just came to him. Either way it made sense. He would have to push the nose down
to keep flying speed and then, just before he hit, he would have to pull the nose back up to slow the
plane as much as possible.
It all made sense. Glide down, then slow the plane and hit.
Hit.
He would have to find a clearing as he went down. The problem with that was he hadn't seen one clearing
since they'd started flying over the forest. Some swamps, but they had trees scattered through them.
No roads, no trails, no clearings.
Just the lakes, and it came to him that he would have to use a lake for landing. If he went down in
the trees he was certain to die. The trees would tear the plane to pieces as it went into them.
He would have to come down in a lake. No. On
the edge of a lake. He would have to come down near the edge of a lake and try to slow the plane as
much as possible just before he hit the water.
Easy to say, he thought, hard to do.
Easy say, hard do. Easy say, hard do. It became a chant that beat with the engine. Easy say, hard do.
Impossible to do.
He repeated the radio call seventeen times at the ten-minute intervals, working on what he would do
between transmissions. Once more he reached over to the pilot and touched him on the face, but the
skin was cold, hard cold, death cold, and Brian turned back to the dashboard. He did what he could,
tightened his seatbelt, positioned himself, rehearsed mentally again and again what his procedure should
be.
When the plane ran out of gas he should hold the nose down and head for the nearest lake and try
to fly the plane kind of onto the water. That's how he thought of it. Kind of fly the plane onto the
water. And just before it hit he should pull back on the wheel and slow the plane down to reduce the
impact.
Over and over his mind ran the picture of how it would go. The plane running out of gas, flying the
plane onto the water, the crash—from pictures he'd seen on television. He tried to visualize it. He
tried to be ready.
But between the seventeenth and eighteenth radio transmissions, without a warning, the engine
coughed, roared violently for a second and died. There was sudden silence, cut only by the sound of
the wind milling propeller and the wind past the cockpit.
Brian pushed the nose of the plane down and threw up.