最能体现鲁迅的思想的一片散文诗｜求乞者｜中英双语朗读

求 乞 者

THE BEGGARS

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我顺着剥落的高墙走路，

踏着松的泥土。

另外有几个人，各自走路。

微风起来，露在墙头的高树的枝条

带着还未干枯的叶子在我的头上摇动。

I am skirting a high, mouldering wall, trudging through the fine dust. several other people are walking alone. A breeze springs up and above the wall the branches of tall trees, their leaves still unwithered, are string over my head.

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微风起来，四面都是灰土。

一个孩子想我求乞，也穿着夹衣，

也不见得悲戚，而拦着磕头，追着哀呼。

我厌恶他的声调，态度。

我憎恶他并不悲哀，近于儿戏；

我烦厌他这追着哀呼。

A breeze springs up, and dust is everywhere. A child begs from me. He is wearing lined clothes like others and does not look unhappy. Yet he blocks my way to kowtow and whines as he follows me.  I dislike his voice, his manners. I detest his lack of sadness, as if this were some game. I am disgusted by the way in which he follows me , whining. 

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我走路。另外有几个人各自走路。

微风起来，四面都是灰土。

一个孩子想我求乞，也穿着夹衣，

也不见得悲戚，但是哑的，摊开手，装着手势。

我就憎恶他这手势。而且，他或者并不哑，

这不过是一种求乞的法子。

我不布施，我无布施心，

我但居布施者之上，

给与烦腻，疑心，憎恶。

I walk on. Several other people are walking alone.A breeze springs up, and dust is everywhere. A child begs from me. He is wearing lined clothes like others and does not look unhappy, but he is dumb.  He stretches his hands out to me in dumb show. I detest this dumb show of his. Besides, he may not be dumb; this may just be his way of begging.  I do not give him alms. I have no wish to give alms. I stand above those alms-givers. For him, I have only disgust, suspicion and hate. 

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我顺着倒败的泥墙走路，断砖叠在墙缺口，

墙里面没有什么。微风起来，

送秋寒穿透我的夹衣；四面都是灰土。

我想着我将用什么方法求乞：

发声，用怎样的声调？

      装哑，用怎样手势？。。。。

I am skirting a tumble-down, mud wall. Broken bricks have been piled in the gap, and beyond the wall is nothing. A breeze springs up, sending the autumn chill through my lined gown, and dust is everywhere. I wonder what method I should use in begging. In what voice I should speak? What dumb show should use if pretending to be dumb?…

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另外有几个人各自走路。

我将得不到布施，得不到布施心；

我将得到自居于布施之上者的

烦腻，疑心，憎恶。

Several other people are walking alone. I shall receive no alms. I shall receive the disgust, suspicion and hate of those who consider themselves above the alms-givers.

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我将用无所为和沉默求乞···

我至少将得到虚无。

微风起来，四面都是灰土。

另外有几个人各自走路。

灰土，灰土，······

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灰土······

I shall beg with inactivity and silence… I shall at last receive nothingness. A breeze springs up, and dust is everywhere. Several other people are walking alone. 

Dust… dust …

 dust 

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