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"So ready forthis to be the end," he murmured, almost to himself, "for this to bethe twilight of your life, though your life has barely started. You're ready togive up everything." “已经准备好结束了，”他喃喃低语着，几乎是在自言自语。“把这当成了你人生中的暮色，尽管你的人生才刚刚开始。你已经准备好了放弃一切。”"It's not the end, it's thebeginning," I disagreed under my breath. “这不是结束，这只是开始。”我低声表示不同意。"I'm not worth it," he saidsadly. “我不值得你这样做。”他悲伤地说着。"Do you remember when you told me thatI didn't see myself very clearly?" I asked, raising my eyebrows. "Youobviously have the same blindness." “你还记得你告诉过我，我没有很清楚地看待自己吗？”我扬起眉毛，问道。“你显然有着同样的盲目。”"I know what I am." “我知道自己是什么。”I sighed. 我叹了口气。But his mercurial mood shifted on me. He pursed hislips, and his eyes were probing. He examined my face for a long moment. 但他敏捷易变的心绪因我而改变了。他撅起唇，他的眼睛在刺探着。他久久地审视着我的脸。 "You're ready now, then?" heasked. “那么，你现在已经准备好了？”他问道。"Um." I gulped. "Yes?" “呃，”我吞咽了一下。“是的？”He smiled, and inclined his head slowlyuntil his cold lips brushed against the skin just under the corner of my jaw. 他微笑着，然后慢慢地埋下头，直到他冰冷的唇轻轻扫过我颌角之下的肌肤。"Right now?" he whispered, hisbreath blowing cool on my neck. I shivered involuntarily. “就是现在？”他耳语着，他冰冷的气息吹拂着我的肌肤。我无意识地颤抖起来。"Yes," I whispered, so my voicewouldn't have a chance to break. If he thought I was bluffing, he was going tobe disappointed. I'd already made this decision, and I was sure. It didn'tmatter that my body was rigid as a plank, my hands balled into fists, mybreathing erratic…“是的。”我耳语着，这样我的声音就没有机会破音了。如果他认为我只是在虚张声势，那他就要失望了。我确实已经做出了决定，而且我很确定。没关系的，尽管我的身体僵硬得像块木板，我的手蜷握成了拳头，我的呼吸很不稳定……He chuckled darkly, and leaned away. Hisface did look disappointed. 他阴暗地轻笑着，然后把身子移开了。他的神情真的很失望。"You can't really believe that I wouldgive in so easily," he said with a sour edge to his mocking tone. “你不应该相信我会如此轻易地作出让步。”他说着，嘲弄的语气里有一丝酸涩的味道。"A girl can dream." 女孩可以做梦。”His eyebrows rose. "Is that what youdream about? Being a monster?" 他的眉毛扬起来。“这就是你梦寐以求的？成为一个怪物？”"Not exactly," I said, frowningat his word choice. Monster, indeed. "Mostly I dream about being with youforever." “当然不是。”我说着，因为他所选择的词语而皱起了眉。怪物，的确。“我梦想得更多的是永远和你在一起。”His expression changed, softened andsaddened by the subtle ache in my voice. 他的神情改变了，变得柔和起来，也因为我声音里那种微微的痛苦而悲伤起来。"Bella." His fingers lightlytraced the shape of my lips. "I will stay with you — isn't thatenough?" “贝拉，”他的手指轻轻勾勒着我的唇形。“我会和你在一起——这还不够吗？”I smiled under his fingertips. "Enough fornow." 我在他的指尖下微笑着。“现在是足够了。”