可我身边没有别人,我没法向别人诉说我的心事,没有人指点我、提醒我,我毫无阅历,毫无思想准备:我一头栽进我的命运,就像跌进一个深渊。我心里只有一个人,那就是你,我睡梦中也只看见你,我把你视为知音。
You became for me the whole of my life. Nothing existed for me except in so far as it related to you.Nothing had meaning for me unless it bore upon you in some way. You had changed everything for me.
But I had no confidant; I had been neither taught nor warned, I was inexperienced and unsuspecting. I rushed to meet my fate. Everything that stirred in me, all that happened to me, seemed to be centred upon you, upon my imaginings of you.
你是我的一切,是我整个的生命。世上万物因为和你有关才存在,我生活中的一切只有和你连在一起才有意义。