DAY42 Today Is Not a Special Day

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DAY42Today Is Not a Special Day

I'm just sitting here in my room today, listening to music while it rains outside my window, and I can't stop thinking about how happy I am and how great my life is.

There's nothing particularly special about it - I'm not rich or famous, I'm not exceptionally talented, and I don't do anything particularly fabulous for a living.

But I feel somewhat organized, I have a clean room and a car and a job, and most of all what makes it great is the mere fact that I feel happy.

I know this may not seem like the most interesting story in the world, but when I was twelve, I was deeply suicidal.

I'm sharing my good mood today because I know there are tons of people out there who struggle with life.

Not even necessarily the outward details of their lives, but the inner demons that exist within their minds.

I want you to know - if that's you - that the mere possibility of reaching a place of inner peace is worth it. It is worth hanging on for.

I was probably 25 when happiness and contentment became my default emotions.

It took a long time, and it took a lot of change, pain and growth.

But now that I'm here, it feels permanent.

And the emotions of the past feel like they happened to someone else.

They are so foreign and distant to me.

For some, it may take even longer, and it may take even more.

But I cannot imagine even for a second that the struggle wouldn't be worth it if this is the end result.

That's it. I just wanted to share my positive vibes with everybody.

The world can be an amazing place if you let it, and you can be an amazing person.

You probably already are.

Good luck, and please never give up.

I hope that today, you all feel a little bit of love.

Thanks for listening.