《请以你的名字呼唤我（Call me by your name）》英音+文本006

《请以你的名字呼唤我（Call me by your name）》英音+文本006

Or perhaps it started on the beach. Or at the tennis court. Or during our first walk together on his very first day when I was asked to show him the house and its surrounding area and, one thing leading to the other, managed to take him past the very old forged-iron metal gate as far back as the endless empty lot in the hinterland toward the abandoned train tracks that used to connect B. to N. “Is there an abandoned station house somewhere?” he asked, looking through the trees under the scalding sun, probably trying to ask the right question of the owner’s son. “No, there was never a station house. The train simply stopped when you asked.” He was curious about the train; the rails seemed so narrow. It was a two-wagon train bearing the royal insignia, I explained. Gypsies lived in it now. They’d been living there ever since my mother used to summer here as a girl. The gypsies had hauled the two derailed cars farther inland. Did he want to see them? “Later. Maybe.” Polite indifference, as if he’d spotted my misplaced zeal to play up to him and was summarily pushing me away. But it stung me.

又或者一切始于海边。或在网球场上。或者就在他刚到的第一天，我们第一次并肩同行，我遵照嘱咐为他介绍房子，带他参观周边。走着走着，我总算带他深入到偏僻区域那块仿佛无边无际的荒地，通过那道古老的锻铁金属门，往曾经连接 B城与 N城、如今弃置已久的那段铁轨走去。“附近有废弃火车站吗？”他抬眼望向烈阳下树林深处的另一头，或许是想对屋主的儿子提出恰到好处的问题。“没有，附近从来就没有火车站。火车只是随叫随停。”他对火车很好奇，因为铁轨看起来那么窄。是有皇家标志的无顶货车，我解释道。现在是吉普赛人住在里面。从我母亲少女时期到这儿来避暑时，他们就住在那里，还把两截脱轨的货车拖到更远的内陆去了。我问他想看吗？“回头再说。或许吧。”有礼的冷淡，仿佛他识破了我以不合时宜的热情去讨好他，还立刻一把推开我。这刺痛了我。