脸叔科林·费尔斯 | 内心独白

There's a certain degree of embarrassment about success in England. Both by those who experience it and by those who look upon it. And I think, you know, we are historically a nation of apologisers. Whether we feel particularly apologetic or not, I don't know. And that's offset by another side to our country which is capable of dominating hugh parts of the world with violence. You don't have an empire by apologising. It's something that's a bit hard to fathom when you study the English really, to reconcile the apologetic country vicar was the soccer hooligan. They both are absolutely English.

在英国这片奇葩的土地上，事业有成其实是很尴尬的。成功人士，非常尴尬；向往成功人士的吃瓜群众也很尴尬。我们英国在历史长河中就是一个爱道歉的国家，那我们英国人是真心有愧，感到抱歉吗？我不知道。英国还有一个特点，跟喜欢道歉是相互矛盾的，那就是——我们用暴力攫取了全世界的很多土地并归于帝国名下。仅仅靠一个道歉，怎么可能成就一个帝国？确实是有点儿琢磨不透，尤其是你想真正搞懂英国人的时候。协调一下，整天说对不起的乡村牧师其实是一个足球流氓，二者都是非常典型的英国人。

I'm very romantic about the idea of quiet heroism，I don't particularly get inspired by someone, you know, film about someone who can lift a skyscraper or crush a planet with his fists. I don't find that heroic. This is partly why George VI appeals to me. He's considered a bit of a footnote in history, and his heroism is to do with his battle with his own demons.

我很喜欢幻想那种不动声色的英雄主义，我不会被那种所谓的“英雄”所吸引。比如某个电影人物徒手能将摩天大楼连根拔起，或是赤手空拳摧毁了整个星球，我不觉得这些是英雄壮举。这就是为何对我来说乔治六世对我来说特别有吸引力。别人说他是历史的脚注，根本不值得一提。但他的英雄气概，就是他战胜自己的心魔。

Because I have to cry every so often for a living. I find it motifying if it spills over into my daily life, and I haven't really managed to do it for years. I'd probably cry if I got a splinter or something. I fell off my bicycle a couple of years ago and I almost burst into tears. Emm...And I almost cried recently in New York because it was so cold. So physical things bring tears to my eyes more readily than emotional pain...

干我们这一行，为了谋生我得经常哭的梨花带雨。但日常生活中动不动就哭鼻子会很囧很丢人，可惜这么多年，我都做不到。手上长了个倒刺，我会哭的很伤心；几年前，我从自行车上摔下来，那一刻我几乎是哭天喊地的；最近我来到纽约，又差点哭鼻子了，因为天气实在是太冷了！所以，跟情感痛苦比起来，身体疼痛更容易让我痛哭流涕。