Keats's Letter to Fanny
13th October, 1819
College street
My dearest girl,
This moment I have set myself to copy some verses out fair. I cannot proceed with any degree of content.
I must write you a line or two and see if that will assist in dismissing you from my mind for ever so short a time.
Upon my soul I can think of nothing else.
The time is passed when I had power to advise and warn you against the unpromising morning of my life.
My love has made me selfish. I cannot exist without you I am forgetful of every thing but seeing you again.
My life seems to stop there I see no further. You have absorbed me.
I have a sensation at the present moment as though i was dissolving.
I should be exquisitely miserable without the hope of soon seeing you. I should be afraid to separate myself far from you.
My sweet Fanny, will your heart never change?My love, will it?
I have no limit now to my love . Your note came in just here.
I cannot be happier away from you. It is richer than an argosy of pearls .
Do not threat me, even in jest.
I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for religion . I have shuddered at it.
I shudder no more i could be martyred for my religion. Love is my religion. I could die for that.
I could die for you. My creed is love and you are its only tenet.
You have ravished me away by a power I cannot resist; and yet I could resist till I saw you; and even since I have seen you I have endeavored often to reason against the reasons of my love.
I can do that no more; the pain would be too great.
My love is selfish. I cannot breathe without you.
Yours for ever
John Keats
济慈在20多岁时爱上了邻家女孩芬妮(Fanny)并与其订了婚。但那时济慈身患肺结核,身体每况愈下,最终客死他乡。济慈与芬妮虽然订了婚,却未能步入婚姻殿堂。在济慈下葬时,他的胸口还放着一封写给芬妮的信,而芬妮终身都没有取下与济慈订婚的那枚戒指。
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